Life Blessing
‹ Back Save game..Jesus You Mean Life To Me
My hands were shaking, my whole body was trembling while I was in total redness.
I knew when I was gonna make this decision, it would be the end where there's a misery that will remain and will never fade of my past where it possibly would cause my mental breakdown.
Every valuable word was slowly changing over moment and turned into broken promises.
I was like talking to a wind seeking advice. What could I do? It just happened again.
It just happened again in such a gleam. It was not a shimmer but maybe it was a glimpse of happiness.
I thought I made the right choice where there's no need to hide. An answered prayer.
Why did I receive a sign to let it go again? How many times should I break my heart and be out of my mind to finally find the thing that is destined for me?
I found myself like a vase with a crack again.
One wrong move, the pieces would scatter and some tiniest part of it would be like dust that can no longer be returned to where it was placed.
I was feeling there's something I couldn't explain within myself. Not dumb but just an incomplete puzzle.
I closed my eyes like it was the last.
There I saw in darkness, a little light that bit by bit became so bright. It was God. I knew it.
The bright enlightened my soul, I heard a soft and sweet whisper, "I am with you, and no one will attack you to hurt you. My love for you will never change and will never fail".
I calmly opened my eyes and I saw myself lying in bed around 5 o'clock in the early evening.
I fell asleep when I was in the moment of heavy pain and God appeared in my dream to remind His undying love for me. God spoke to me that lonesome night.
He wiped my tears away and embraced me with full of endearment where it hold my tears of bursting out in despair.
I suddenly remembered my prayer and that was "I hope you give me more opportunities to serve you with all my heart".
This made me wear my wide smiles. The pain has been vanished. I stood up and faced myself in the mirror and said "you can make it!". After a while, everything fell smoothly into its place as I thought it couldn't.
How great is our God!
My heart is whole. I am complete by myself. I am happy and abundantly blessed by His grace.
He showed me ways to serve Him. That way might be hard to understand in the first place but as I make my first step, there I see, God is with me.
No more choice, game over..
Restart..
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